So first day back after surgery and I already miss my bed. Don't get me wrong it's so nice to see my friends but as I set here panting because I can't catch my breath it makes me miss laying down. My goal is to try to make 1:30 so I am aiming high. It amazes me how much it takes out of you when you do have surgery. I mean I am down 20 pounds feeling better than I have in a long time and BOOM they cut me and I feel like I am 80. This sucks! I have not had a cocktail for two weeks and have not hung out with my friends for that long as well. I want my life to get back to normal please!
I know that the body is an extraordinary thing and one event to upset the balance can take a month to get back in its grove. Before maybe I would not worry so much but I really want to reach my goal of 16 more pounds by August 20th and with me not being able to exercise, I am concern that I won't make my goal. Besides, the outfit that I want to wear for my b-day night won't fit if I don't get the 16 pounds off. I know, I know, next week at this time I will feel so much better and be able to do more than I am now but I am so focused that sitting in bed frustrates me.
OK that is all my venting for today! I will just move forward and know this was totally worth it and I will be feeling better soon. Until then I look forward to being back in my bed! LOL
Till Tomorrow,
H
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