Since I have had my "new lifestyle" for a month I am starting to feel a little sassy! With that I would love to start dating again. Now don't get me wrong I have great friends and some amazing male friends who treat me like a queen! But I work in the arts so most of my guys friends are gay and would not fulfill the needs that I want met! I have never been shy but the way that I felt about my body I never felt very sexy therefore never put myself out there. Well I am ready.
OK so I am no where near my goal but I have decided that I want a guy who likes me for what I have inside as well as what's outside. I'm funny, smart, cute, and dog gone it people like me! Seriously though, I am 35 and I want to find someone to share my life with both the good and the bad. I would love to find someone who likes me for me, and for the outside well that's just a bonus.
So I know what you are saying you have to put yourself out there and most of you know I have high standards. But why shouldn't I. I am a great catch. I don't want some guy who is going to sit on the couch watch ESPN all day and then tell me to fetch a beer for him. I have a lot of hobbies and events that I go to and I want him by my side. As liberal as I am he has to accept me as well as my friends because if he doesn't he is out with yesterday's trash.
I have had two long term relationships and both of them I changed who I was. In fact I voted for George W. Bush for Texas governor I still have nightmares about that. So this time is different I want him to like me for the whole package: what I believe in, my friends and of course me skinny or fat!
We label so many people before we even get a change to know them hey and I am guilty of that too believe me. So do you think he is out there? If so let me know because I am not getting any younger!
Don't get me wrong I love that I can come and go, make plans with my friends, drop everything and leave but I do feel there is one thing missing in my life. I would love to share my life with a GOOD man. If he is not good then alone I would rather be!
Anyway that's my thoughts for today!
Till tomorrow!
H
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