Thank you everyone for your well wishes yesterday, I know I sounded like a crazy person. But yesterday is gone and we have started a new day! My friend Kim and I are cleaning out the dance office here at SMU. It feels good to purge all the old crap from this office!
So as you can see I did not jump off a bridge, bite someone, or hit my head against the wall last night. I did just have a quiet night with my tissues and my DVR. I got caught up on some of my shows. Through out the evening though food never came to mind. I just cried and watched TV and just like cleaning the office, the crying was like the purging I needed to do for myself last night.
You wonder why I all the sudden have gone off the deep end. Well I have some tests tomorrow and that is all I want to say for now. I am frustrated because until this is all done with I can't work out! Which was such a release and I don't have that right now either! Again do you understand the hitting the head against the wall. See I am not a nut job!.
I just have to wait it out and try not to let the world swallow me whole!
Thanks for listening!
Till Tomorrow,
H
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