It's complicated. I LOVE to shop it is by far my favorite past time. Saying that though there really is no point for me to shop. I have so many clothes in my closet that are one to two sizes smaller than I am now, that it just doesn't make sense to buy clothes that won't fit in two months. Already I have some pants that are to big and shirts that are loose around the middle! Which is amazing, so see my dilemma what do I do.
Well there are categories. Anyone who knows me KNOWS that I love handbags and shoes. And not just any handbags but Coach handbags and shoes. Now I know I act as if I make a million dollars a year but I do get some deals and have a friend at the Coach shop at North Park that helps a sista out. So that feeds the beast a couple of times a year, but shoes I can't really buy those either. My feet will loose weight in them so what is the point of buying new shoes that won't fit in 6 months.
So help! What vices are left. Stopped the food, I am not drinking, and now no shopping! What would my therapist say! What is so funny about all this is that my Lane Bryant card(shop for bigger women) just upped my limit. Can you believe it! I have not shopped for a couple of months so they up my limit on my credit card. Are they trying to sabotage me?
Well they funny thing about all this is that I am feeling so good that I don't need any of the things above to make me feel better. Which let's face it that's what I was trying to do with everything is just make me feel better or maybe feel something. I don't miss the shopping or food which is the most ironic thing of all. I make this new "lifestyle" choice and so many of my demons have gone away or if they are still there I don't feel them.
So we wait till Christmas for the new bag(because yes I will get a bag at Christmas and that is ok) and I continue surprising myself with the will power that I thought I never had!
Till tomorrow!
H
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